Giving up on whatever.

31 Jul

Well, after a long stretch of mediocrity, I’m giving up every day posting. My lastest absence has put the nail in the coffin for me. I’m not committed to it for any reason, so I’m giving it up. I don’t do things I don’t want to do. So, done.

I haven’t posted in a week or whatever. So, what is up with me? Uh, I’m really not sure how to blog about it. Or if I should. Does that make it seem exciting? It’s not. Mostly, Joe and I have what I will very broadly define as “communication issues”. And, recently, that came to a thing. And that thing led us to decide to go to counseling– both individually and as a couple. It’s an interesting but mundane time right now for us, I guess.

Actually, that sort of reminds me of another reason I don’t want to blog every day anymore: I’m whiny. And I really just want to swear a lot. But mostly the whiny. I read some TITLE to some article/blog post about something vaguely related, and I just can’t do it anymore. As much as I love it, God help me, I don’t want to whine at the internet anymore. Maybe my whole life sounds like a breathy but shrill whine to the universe right now, but I’ll try to keep it focused right there in real time only.

So what the hell will I blog about? I have no idea. Life. I guess. I sure as expletive don’t do anything well enough or with so much passion that I think I have anything worth sharing with anyone. Even the 30 or so people who peruse this fine blog.

I’m just 25, with sort of a weird/okay marriage, and a couple of kids. Whom I yell at sometimes and also sometimes only feed snacks because that’s all I feel like doing. So… yeah.

Lifestyle blog, it is.


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